Friday, December 30, 2011
Monday, December 5, 2011
Thursday, November 17, 2011
except that it did
and we can argue about
the why, the how
but we can't seem to figure out how to solve anything
so it's all in shambles
and we walk over the eggshells of our broken hearts
and when I look into the blue of your eyes, mine well up with tears
at all the plans we've made
that will never come to fruition
and at all the love we share that just isn't enough to make a difference
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
should be what calms
all the anxiety i'm so overwhelmed with
instead you remind me
of why i choose to remain
i need to counter your LOUD WORDS
by stifling my own (help help help)
Thursday, September 22, 2011
But I swallow them back. Speaking them won't change anything.
We are who we are and no combination of words will change that.
You are a maze my heart will never find the means of conquering.
Yet, part of me will always want to give it a try.
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
♥ You slip me a folded piece of paper across the table.
I skeptically reach for it.
Staring at you and your beautiful face,
it’s hard to believe all the ugliness that has surrounded our every exchange.
compromise disappointment deceit
I open the piece of paper and take in the two words.
I sigh as you get up from your seat and walk over toward me.
We walk out of the room holding hands.
Saturday, March 5, 2011
and come and go.
and cum. and go.
Always just beyond my reach.
I stay and stay and stay.
Silent. Loud. Restless. And still.
But I always stay.
Friday, January 21, 2011
I was too giving too hopeful too stupid
to see you for who you are
Blinded by a longing for something different
blinded by everything I wanted you to be
and by a selfish desire for you to be better than you really are
You didn't break my heart, you only tricked me into thinking that you did